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From time to time, I came to think of what will my life be like if I never screw it up and follow the path that I always wanted since 7.

Where will I be now if  .....? Think this is a question that probably came across people's mind sometimes in their life.

I believe in if you wanted something, it's possible to get it, but take in mind I don't mean crazy dreams like going to win a lottery. So if I had followed that old dream path, will my life go as I planned? Probably be in a school teaching and married to a middle class family in Taiwan with one or two kids. Have enough savings to enjoy a higher class life.

If I can choose again, would I want that life instead of the one right now? I think the answer is no. I do regret parts of my decisions that led to what happened now, but I would never be who I am right now, if I never went through that part of life. (Even though my parents won't agree on that.) I do love the people I met and experiences I've been through, which made my life much more exciting than the girl who's stuck with a piano all her life. I'd never have had dated a non-asian, and never would have attended a uni in Taiwan and so on...

Maybe one day in my life when I look back at this, I'll laugh my head off and think this is all BS. But right now, who cares?

I love my life, I love my family and I love my friends.

What ever's meant to be mine, will be mine. If not then why bother worring about it?